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bunny killers.

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im awake, early again

man i could go for some coffee…
talia is still sleeping.
chloe is at her grandmothers.
its weird to not have her here in the morning.

i should vacuum. and clean the apartment.
but im being lazy.
my neighbors upstairs started vacuuming at like 7:30 this morning. don’t know how i should feel about that one.

im sitting here looking at negatives, i think im done using the xa2 for now. its not like my rangefinder.

a side note to remember i cant shoot and go out on st patricks day, i can see it in the negatives.
blur sucks.

my neighbors dog is crying again…stupid dog, not that i hate dogs i love them but i cant stand to hear it crying.

so i have been looking through scans and looking at the cds which i ordered from the walgreens with the negs. i wanted to see how much my scans differed from the scans they can do… only reason i like doing my own is because im able to show my images full frame instead of whatever they give me. but man there sure is a difference in the scans… some of them are awesome,

well i guess i should show you what i have…
not to many this time around…

this is emma she is our friends daughter. she is the sweetest little girl ever. this was frome St patty days. her grand parents always throw a St Pattys day party and this is from that night.

 

 

by this shot i had way to much scotch.

but its always fun to see public displays of affection. it makes me smile, im sure some people get grossed out but it always makes me smile.

 

 

seems like alot to be pulling…im sure he was tired by now, this was his 4 or 5th trip.

 

 

little girl with pink boots…

i should have held on for another second…

its funny what a second can mean….

 

 

for some odd reason i always try a picture at this bench and it never works for me this is ok i guess…

 

 

this photo looks awesome from the cd. the grain and shadow are awesome. this scan doesnt give it justice.

talias shirt and chloes wash cloth.

 

 

vicorias secret ad. i just find the ads interesting. i always love the typfaces, and it amazes me what they will show in a ad. and to be honest vicoria secret has some of the best marketing. i wonder how feel about this? but i know that guys pay attention to it too…

 

nordstrum window…

i love the windows.

marketing in general.

 

espos the mexican place we go too… the flare again.

 

i wonder if some kids did this or some soccer mom in her SUV.

 

 

the same person who did the trash can probably did this too… i did see them right after another.

hmmm a question to be pondered.

 

 

 

well thats it from me for now…

i think im done using the xa2.

you tell me have my pictures started to suck because of using color and the xa2. i can tell the difference but people telling you is totally different.

i dont know…

 

 

 

 

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March 29, 2008 at 9:00 am

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wednesday night

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haven’t really written anything this week mostly been tired to sleepy to talk or do anything. Trying to ride my bike to work and home, this combined with the heat this week is murder on me. Man im just noticing something i really need a haircut, funny how around summer i just let it grow long, and then it gets to hot so i cut it. 

im also needing to shave, i dont have alot since my face is so sensitive.

this week has been pretty busy. trying to finish a logo and actually trying to remember some web scripting been so long since i have done that stuff.

also attending a funeral tommorow at 7.

so i should be asleep now…
gotta shave first.

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March 26, 2008 at 10:07 pm

more color film.

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its funny…

someone actually tried to do a search and typed in the words “naked girl” and they found the previous post.

going through negatives now from the other day i took 5 rolls of that cheap ferrania stuff man this 200 speed looks awesome… the film just looks nice. but on the other hand as i was shooting my camera decides to have a shut down film kept advancing with no shutter opening lots of wasted shots…

i dont like wasting film…

though sometimes i feel like i should shoot everything.

but i still dont for whatever reason.

i have been thinking and i miss my canonet…think its time to go back and shoot that again… the oly xa2 has been fun but i took my canonet out for a spin the other night it was hard to focus, got to accustomed to framing and just shooting. i got a little lazy.

i can always tell there is a major difference between my color and BW stuff… color is hard to work with like i said. its challenging.

well i thought i would finish this post since im up… though i should go get some coffee… i went to bed at 3:00 am this morning and now im up to 7:00 am…

i wonder if at a certain age you start to become more of a morning person instead of a night owl.

ohh i forgot heather is back posting again awesome…
really touching fotos she put up recently…

well i should show you some photos now…

these were all shot on either 200 or 400 speed Ferrania Solaris on the xa2. and that cheap plastic panoramic camera.

 

Talia and Chloe at the park last weekend. i love these weekend adventures. cant wait till it gets warmer and then the water on this thing will be on so we can take Chloe to play in the water. fun times ahead.

 

 

there was also this big dog sitting in the back of this truck while we were leaving. he was sitting in the back he had a bed and a carpet to lay on… for a second he looked scary but after awhile he was more interested in smiling.

 

as you can see i worked up enough courage to go in closer.

 

 

my kitchen was also dirty time for some spring cleaning… me thinks. i really like this 400 film. its kinda nice. a little grainy but its ok. i like that it really brings out the reds.

 

 

Souper Salad, lonely chairs.

 

 

my dirty mug… and i have lint on my face.

 

 

riding my bike for coffee they were waiting for the bus… lots and lots of flare.

 

he was in back of me and looking at this woman that was a little overweight.. honestly he looked totally disgusted…shooting from the hip cause i didnt want to feel his wrath. i dont know what to think about that, i mean the whole looking disgusted look.

 

 

stuff at starbucks. this xa2 lens is really prone to flare i noticed with this roll…

 

 

morning coffee… venti vanilla late. and my old Motorola phone that they dont make no more.

 

 

stolen cart. on my way home from getting coffee. i like the running feet. on the front… i wonder if the people were running from the store when they stole the cart. thought it was kinda funny.

 

 

I went to breakfast with Stuart, i spent the day with Chloe and asked him if he wanted to go to breakfast with me and her. the girl in the back to his left, he was trying to work up the courage and ask for her number but he didnt do it. he was hungover in this pic. on another note like 10 minutes later we saw the element skate team there for breakfast.

 

 

a horse. apparently nobody really wants to have lotta fun with it.

 

 

here is the roll from the cheap plastic camera. i keep wanting to put a roll through it and something always happens to it. i dropped it on carpet the other day and it literally blew up i mean i dropped it from a foot high and it exploded… i thought that was funny. so i broke out with the cure for all plastic cameras… ie. electrical tape and put it back together… i guess we will see if it works still.

man and these are from the beginning of the month i really need to finish my rolls of film. once i put them in a camera. sometimes i have like 3 cameras in my bag. ridiculous i know.

 

elders kicking it at the skatepark.

 

 

the stage

 

 

free decks…well actually raffle prizes i heard a certain dj said i dont play for free and took one for payment. funny.

 

 

and last but not least…damn i dont know why i have so many frames of this guy….

 

 

well thats it for now. im back to the canonet went for coffee this morning and got caught taking photos im not as fast as i was i think… so that tells me i need to shoot with that again.

well hope Easter is swell…

see you all later.

 

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March 22, 2008 at 8:39 am

design nerds

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picture this.

im on the computer, talia sitting on the couch reading her new interview magazine she got a subscription for free somewhere and after 8 long weeks its here. so picture this she comes across this image of a naked girl and starts saying she looked awful because she was so skinny and wondered if it was real, she said I’m sure it is photoshopped but she looks crazy. so think about this I’m a guy and there is a naked picture of a girl. any other male would run over and say let me see…

well i go let me see and then i cant really see it and go back to what I’m doing. well a couple of minutes run by and talia comments on the way the magazine is organized and how the fonts and headlines are laid out. i say again let me see and run over to look… for a split second i laugh at myself and tell talia man a couple of minutes ago you try to show me a naked girl and i say ill look later but when a comment about fonts and grids comes up im right over there…

design nerds,
who doesn’t love a grid, a nice organized layout and a nice font used in a magazine.
i just had to write about that…

and i just did a search and learned that interview was made by andy worhol and Gerard Malanga in 1969

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March 18, 2008 at 10:39 pm

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im not irish but kiss me anyway

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so ive been trying to type a blog for the last 10 minutes but for some odd reason safari decides it doesn’t like me typing for whatever reason.
sometimes i hate using safari i should just use good ol’ firefox.

well on to other topics on hand, last night me, talia and chloe spent the night with our Irish family. for the last 4 years or so we always go to our friend Joyce’s families house to eat and partake of the festivities. they honestly make the best food.

i always find it funny that older people in there 60’s and 70’s can still drink and have fun. take for instance the party starts at about 5:30 in the evening and by 9 everyone is leaving to go home. i think my favorite time of the night is catching up with everyone and listening to everyone sing songs. but that was the evening.

though i must admit i was a little sad i did not get to wear my “im not Irish but kiss me anyway” shirt it was in the dryer. i missed the old lady’s giving me kisses…

on another note film to come sometime this week…

stay tuned.

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March 18, 2008 at 10:00 pm

no paper

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man today has been a busy but productive day awake at 7 am asleep by 1 am….

man im spent…

see you all tomorrow…

dang and we just found out that we are on our last roll of toilet paper and we just came back from walmart not 5 minutes ago…
it seems fate has dealt me a bad hand of cards this night…

ohhh well there is always tomorrow.
till then

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March 15, 2008 at 11:44 pm

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i just realized something

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i did some research and found out one of my cameras i picked up at the goodwill is actually a “action sampler” i think i said it takes 4 pictures on one 35mm shot. i was looking at the lomo site today and i noticed that camera looked like mine.  so i looked at it closely when i got home and low and behold there it is… i cant believe that they are selling them for 30 bucks on that site. i found mine for 3 bucks at a goodwill…

thats just insane to me…
i know lomo is all about the 10 rules… hell i bought into it for awhile thats kinda how i got into shooting film again but i wasnt going to spend so much money on a lomo i found a cheaper version a yashica electro 35 and hence my entry into rangefinders. but man it makes me feel cool knowing i found one for so cheap. but to be honest i would still like a lomo but cant see myself spending so much money for one. one of the things good about lomo is that they are a true believer in film.

cant be upset with them about that.    

on a side note i miss heather’s posts… 

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March 14, 2008 at 10:05 pm

my weekend

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this weekend was intresting to say the least. baptisms and domestic violence. all rolled into a weekend. funny how those things happen. Yesterday we attended my brothers from another mothers son’s baptism which was really nice to see. its not every day that a young man is willing to try and serve God. it was a nice way to spend the evening together. though the dinner was something else. we tried some different locations rigatonys then sweet tomatoes…but they were not really willing to serve us for some odd reason, so we ended the night with some sub par food at a sports bar. honestly it was fun.

but as the night progressed it seemed apparent that good times were not in store. we got home and me or talia didn’t feel so good i felt nauseous and talia didn’t feel any better talia seemed to get a upset stomach and so did i.

but i recovered but she wasn’t so lucky she is still fighting as of right now. well at about 3 this morning there was a fight across the hall the neighbor girl and her boyfriend. talia thinks that he was beating her up she called the police the police came and separated them, making the boyfriend leave. the cop seemed to get things under control. thank goodness, but it made talia upset for the rest of the night. she slept all morning still nauseous, me and chloe took my brother to breakfast this morning. though he was a little hungover and nauseous himself. so conversation was sparse.

well now here i am sitting her typing this out and scanning images as always. seems like im always here doing this routine. i also got to play with stu’s new pioneer 400 mixer cant wait to really play with it. i tell you that is a sexy mixer, as this is a sexy film i really like the colors it gives not bad for a $1 a roll. this is still the same stuff, the Ferrania Solaris 200 and 400 expired and not expired… i really love this stuff. cant wait to shoot it through a yashica.

these are leftovers from the skate competition.

stuart cleaning up and jaime on the decks… stuart plays drum and bass, i enjoy hearing him play.

 

this is jaime he mixes alot of stuff mostly hip-hop…hes pretty fun to listen too…

 

 

 

 

this is breakfast…i really like this shot for some odd reason… i knew the xa2 was going to expose for outside. but i love how it picked up the simple highlights on there faces.

its very simple i wish it was framed more correctly but i guess it works….

 

 

 

 

 

more chloe

 

 

cant have one without the other

 

 

and one of reese he has started to loose teeth…as you can see he is missing his two front teeth… its funny i dont remember myself at that age loosing teeth i cant remember the feeling… im pretty sure it grossed me out for some odd reason though.

 

 

out shopping…saw her sitting there…i like her shoes im pretty sure she was on the phone i could be mistaken she might be blocking the sun or trying to avoid me…

 

 

lees sandwiches…my new favorite joint… i really enjoy using this camera it is a no thinking camera. frame, pick your distance, and shoot…

if you know the camera it is quick. although at times it is a bit slow it is prone to motion blur, i really love using the 35 lines though. if could buy a camera that i actually was able to see the 35 lines i would be happy indeed. you can fill it with so much. sometimes not enough though, the canonet uses a 40 lens im used to it now but i do like the 35 for reasons like this.

 

 

me and my coworker got tired of sitting in front of our laptops while we were out in the community for our mobile pay station so we took a walk she took me to this old house that was near hers. i took some photos.

 

 

there was a cat living here he scared the crap out of us…

 

 

i like how the room had collapsed into a fan like shape.

thought it was cool.

 

 

and further down the road there was another. i liked the wallpaper surrounded by the wood texture.

it was the only spot that still had it on the wall.

 

 

this was the entrance to the second house. it was more scarier than the first. it led down 4 bedrooms until it reached that back room that is all dark we ventured into the side four rooms but not the back room we looked inside and from what we could see it was the bathroom…

honestly it was pretty scary.

 

 

this was from the same day, on my way home from my moms place on the rezervation, evenings like this remind me of my youth how it was in the summer, and now it makes me want to move back home sooner.

 

 

well on to some other stuff…i took this while on my bike. he was waiting for the bus…for some odd reason i thought i was closer.

 

 

these guys were working i wish i had remembered to switch my distance scale…

but i like nontheless…

 

 

and last but not least is my morning cup of coffee on the weekend. this is my favorite time of day waking up taking a shower jumping on my bike, cold but still sitting outside, with a cup of coffee by my bike. looking and watching people around me. this is my morning on a weekend, like i said if i dont have at least this i feel out or sorts. but when i do get it i enjoy it.

hope you had fun looking at the pictures hope you all have a good week and take care.

 

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March 9, 2008 at 7:35 pm

TAG IM IT!

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i was TAGGED by my friend Reylynne im supposed to come up with 10 random things about myself. and then pass it on to 10 more people…

Here goes:

1. Im a very messy person, but i try to keep everything around me clean but it always backfires.

2. I hate being a adult and all the responsibility that comes with it, but i do it anyways.

3. I always teeter totter on being good and evil.

4. My friends are a select few. i have alot of acquaintances.

5. I have this weird taste in music. i enjoy woman singers like kate nash, lilly allen, a fine frenzy, stuff like that.

6. I have to be up early on a weekend or i feel like the whole thing is wasted.

7. I wish i was capable of being a mechanic just like my father.

8. I hate technology.

9. I love wearing my shoes without socks.

10. I sometimes think to much into things and it drives everyone around me insane.

there are my 10 random things all i could really think off my head. Im supposed to tag other people. so here they are, im not to sure if they will respond but lets see…

I’ve tagged 8 people….

Heather Miranda

Chris

Adam

Dj Cybernetik

Celia

Concrete Canvas

Renee

Talia

miNtEe fResH

Darrell

LETS SEE IF THEY DO THIS THING…..

HAVE FUN!

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March 8, 2008 at 11:02 am

im just amazed

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i have been looking at Audrey kawasaki’s work for awhile now… and i must say with every piece she puts out i fall truly in love with them.

her work is gorgeous. just take a look for yourself.

her website

her blog 

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March 8, 2008 at 8:23 am